I've finally learnt not to yearn too much for something as the outcome may disappoint myself. How lovely can life be anyway?

Took a supposingly to be "nap" at 3.15pm and was to wake up at 3.45pm. However, feeling so tired and into my dreams, I slep till 5.30pm. HOw nice right? When I woke up, I felt even tired for quite some time and brought myself to blog. NOw, I feel much better anyway.

Dreams make me feel worse as it is self-illusional and it is what I want now but cannot be achieved. This is usually the case. Can I not dream of it? It's so scary when I want to continue being in the virtual world and not the real one. I wan reality!

Anyway, dreams are the opposite of reality right? What I dreamt of just now will never happen as it is. It's a positive?? one luckily not academically wise though.
Oh well, I have to let it be. I also don't like him as in have feelings for him but he just appeared in my dreams and so coincidentql, a person from friendster with his name added me which shocked me just now. It's not him. DIS-illusion? It simply meant that I shouldn't put my hopes too high and just concentrate on my STUDIES!

=)