prelimary examinations are over. haha... at last can play and liven up my day...today...in the evenign i went to NTUC and bought some food stuff..craving for food???nah~wana cook tml, althoguh it's for myself to eat...no one would be at home except mi...by the late morning though...so perhaps i sleep later and wake up later???cannot, i'll still be awaken by noises...lol...so...now what am i gonna do now???yah~i think i agitated my right-leg thigh muscle...oh~wheni kicked the ball while playing soccer with friends, wow!i felt the excruciating tear of muscle and i didn't play after that...i went to light up the candles...lol...anyway, the pain was due to last week when i played soccer with them too...the next very day, i felt the pain but it was not as bad as it hurts today...I've never wanted this to happen...perhaps i have to exercise mroe in future...but i'm kinda lazy now to go jogging...put on weight???definitely...haha...eat proteins was what rong sheng told me...lol...felt bad la...can't play with them and jay jee said that i had not played yet but already sprained my muscles...lol...UNLUCKY is all i can describe myself...actually i was quite enthusiastic when going...but...ok la...i got to light up the candles which i had not done so during the lantern festival..."so what the hell are you waiting for...??"--->>part of linking park's song...dunno what title though...lol...wah~now when i turn myself, the pain rises and falls when i dun move...how???consult the doctor???minor minor...lol...suddenly become SERIOUS CASE den "mati"...haha..."choi"

"Today" is gonna end soon...in about 25 minutes time excluding the time that i'm writing though...I've just completed doing the basic INTEGRATION(a math) and i feel like ripping my head apart already...still have to study later on...i hope i can stay on and burn the mid-night oil...the night is more peaceful i think...however, it's also my sleeping time...And i've to forgo it...Blame it on myself too...for i had been slacking in the mid-morning onwards...I can't believe that i studied physics for about 4 hours and not all the stuffs go in my head; my mind had benn drifting apart...it's horror you get it???although prelim is ending in two days time but i still want to complete it with glory...but see the attitude of mine...I'm gonna study logarithm after this though...and maybe binomial expansion...monday, u can guess it...it's a math p2...tues is physics paper two and sc(chem+ phy) paper 1...goodness gracious right???moreover, when i was doing the integration, i somehow feel that i'd gotten the wrong concept into the examination hall last week...that's great!right?in my class, i guess i'm the only GIRL online almost everyday you see...dunno for what reason is it...haix...all the best to myself...examz blue...

yipee!later gonna play soccer at 8 pm with my classmates...yeah`they're fun peepx...actually i should be studying for my math and sciences...maybe when i come back home den study ba...but that would be after 11pm...anyway, tml is sat...and there's no need for me to attend sch...today what exam did i have???oh!lit p2...twelfth night...it's manageable though i did not really read the last act which came out and it's a compulsory question so at least i koe what's going on there but can't support with details cause i nv memorise...haix...anyway, it's over...do well in the main exam den right???

Dun feel like blogging today...dunno why...the bird here is mad...

What makes me disturbed most probably for now is stupid korea tv drama...the current show on channel U at 10pm makes my blood bloiling...damn ass...the actor is so ugly that it's unbearable...I feel like slapping him...he's ugly...adding on, his role is to act to make the audience hate him and find him disgusting...I'm sure...f manx...Probably the worst show I've ever watched...GOD!why did the director auditioned him???wtf!!!When i was watchin the show...I really feel like asking him to wake up from his dreamland that he shall not possess what doesn't belong to him esp when the Gal had lost her memory...Instead, wtf!!!I can't stand this show anyway...the girl lost her memory...Go for DNA analysis and she'll know her identity alredy...yah~then, htey will not be any show broadcasted...but...really i am fed-up with such fucking show...spoiled my mood...dun even feel like studying...i was watching till i can't bear it anymore and i shut the tv off...f manx...too bad...his role make mi hate him not admire him...anyhow, he's ugly...not up to my standard of being an actor...haha...who am i to scrutinise them right?anyhow, it's my opinion...But i really do hate, detest such personality...tml episode is interesting but i dun think i wana watch anymroe...f up...sleeping liao...

how many days sis i not blog already???not many though...just few...yah~today had my E maths P1...omg~it's shitty...cause there's one particular one which i had done before and i did not learn it...tough~dunno how to do...but overall, it's manageable....but shit still...i left about three questions undone...cause i think that I really dunno how to do and shouldn't waste my time probing on hte question...rather check my answers...actually,it really works...I timed myself yesterday and the day before...I did the questions about 1 hr 15 minutes and left me with quite some time to check my answers...had some miscalculation which I've amended...okie lah...I can't ask for more because i revised at the eleventh hour...now i am still...studying for my geog...tml is not geog though...tml is sc practical and i dun see and need to see what practical stuffs i should do...not at home though...I dun even have the apparatus at home...lol...So I just revised my chem in which those have to know...the precipitates...and later, i've to open up my textbooks and revised the oxidation and reduction...geog i left chapter 11...Which is tourism lah...can't do it tml...guess i wun have enough time...it's total insanity for me to start mugging at the last minute...this is really crazy la...i hope i can complete it manx...49 days to O levels...where's my sense of urgency???

Today night, perhaps should be yesterday...really...I was tricked by my sister...When she came back home, she asked mi if i saw anything different in hair which initially i didn't see it...after that, she showed me her hair and i thought she's mad by high-lighting her hair...I thought it was well dyed anyway...when i asked her the amount, she told mi it cost her $50...i replied "siao"...when she talked to mi again about her hair and when i saw how (i think u're cheated of your money) faintly it can be seen...However, i didn't know that she lied to me...perhaps, playing a joke on mi...after she bathed, i saw her hair and told her "the dye is gone...u are cheated"...haha...den she laughed and told mi i really don't know ar...den i realised it...haix...anyhow...If it's done by that hair-dresser, it's omg...lol...I'll not believe it...cos my fren had her hair done(high-lighted) by the same hair-stylist b4 and it's really obvious...haha...den i thought the dye really that bad...cause it stayed on her "skull" and supposingly it should be worn off after washing...I've dyed for my parents hair before, so i know of cux...lol...
Anyhow, I can't think anymore crap to say...I'm completely worn out...lol...today...yesterday...math day...i'd been doing p1 p1 p1...from june/dec 1994-1996 den skipped to 2002...lol...today i must complete them...lol...i mean p1...den study geog...pray manx...I really hope to do well...who doesn't hope to strive well in examinations???perhaps in any case, everyone also wants to succeed in everything they do???lol...who doesn't, again???

now is past eleven in the night...I should be sleeping by this time usually but now i have to stay up late till dunno what time to study...haix..becox iw ent out the whole day...without studying...todayw ent to singapore poly to have "experiences"...lol...quite entertaining but also freaky...lol...no mention of it now...I just wana make it short today...just wana say that i'm tired but have to stay up late...study geog...hahx...

phewwwwww...today went to school and those who didn't turn up weren't caught...so i'm saved...so cool...anyhow, they won't probe into it cause this term is over...next week is school holidays and when school re-opens, it'll be the start of term four...Also, the start of term four is my prelims...today had my eng and s paper...it sux~I didn't put in musch effort into thinking...I just make do with it...i keep my fingers crossed...now i am feeling so lethargic...since i came home, i haven't touched a single book...I watched VCDs...slacking...it's not the way i know...but i really can't concentrate already...brain-drained...
thinking of having meal replacement...I think i'm FAT but my sister says that I'm not and i keep thinking i am...okie~I know myself and i know that I'm fat...although I'm in the healthy BMI I'm still not happy...I want to fit in to sexier clothes...until i retain my figure, I'll not touch those clothes meant for slender ppl to wear...I don't give a damn on those who still dares to wear hose obscene clothes when they are ... ...yeah~i told my mother that i don't care and I'm going to get the M.R...but when to which i'm going to get, I'm not sure...does it work?i have yet to try...anyhow, fat is all i know...tablets are a no-no for me at the moment cause i heard of the side-effects whatever but have yet to hear the side-effects of meal-replacements...I like to move it...the song plaing right now...so techno...i feel like beating along the music...maybe join hip-hop???nah~i don't want develop muscles...think that I'm going slp le...slp also helps in losing weight??who told me this???oh!yiting...lol...good night-.-

Today is teachers'day celebration cum aces(all CHILDREN exercise simultaneously) day."Are we still CHILDREN?"I asked my brother this morning.He agreed with me that we are already not CHILDREN; We are TEENAGES/YOUTHS. Therefore I had decided not to attend school today. Actually this is not the reason that I don't want to attend school. It's just that I felt that it's a waste of my time to go to school. Moreover, it's half-day today. So, happy as I am, my mother helped me to phone up the school and said that I'm sick(suffering from DIARRHOEA). She and I were using the MIC.Singing.
I had wanted to start studying early in the morning but ended up singing with her and going to the wet market with her. Not 'wet' though because I went to NTUC with her to purchase some stuffs which amounted to seventy plus dollars.(it's difficult to type in perfect english now cause my hands are trembling.I'll try my best.)In the end, when she left for work then only did i start studying my social studies.Studied from 11 am- 2 pm. Just studied on one topic and I needed three hours!!what nonsense is this?And in the midst of studying, I had pluck strands and strands of my hair out of my head. Until i glanced at the floor, tiny strands of my hair had infested the floor. While clearing the hairs, I received a call from ST.yeah~chatted for awhile and we hung up. So here I am now.Now chatting with my "ah ma, Zhi ying".
Anyhow, I also wanted to add on that my english adv. and social studies prelims are on this friday which left me to little time to study. "GOSH" isn't it?I'd better be scarce now. To revise my english. Towards my acheivements!!