"You can go higher
You can go deeper
There're no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rules cause there's nothing between you and your dreams"
Sunday, October 28, 2007

I clumsily broke the bottle of Gucci Perfume belonging to my sister. Thought that she would scold me but instead she didn't and was all smiles though she called me "clumsy". Well, I made the glass shatter, perfumes spilling on the floor and accepted the word "clumsy".
We were off to Marina sq. to buy a gift for Andrew though she is and should be having a supposingly "coffee-shop"( i said it on purpose) candle-light dinner with him right now. Probabl exchanging some OCASSIONAL gifts right now. She even called me after she alighted at Dhobby Ghaut if I wanted to DINE in with them. Hello, though I wish to eat at some "coffee-shop" at Clark Quay, I know it's some special ocassion which shouldn't be interupted. Also, it would then be god-damn unromantic already as how i view it. Well, Andrew don't mind treating an extra ME but I ming going though really appreciated that offer. LOL.
Put that aside, I was god-damn f-ing pissed with a passenger sitting just on my left; The seats are small, and sitting beside me are both men. F that man though I don't want to f him physically but screw him. He was fast asleep after coming in the train dunno at which station( why should I notice?) and then he began rocking left and right like humty-dumpty. I was f-ing irritated and wanted to push him awake. I didn't but jerk up and sat in front a little. Maybe I'm fat. But he's BIGGER. It reached another stop and a woman appartenly who should be is wife/gf went up to sit beside him. I think she realised that i was irritated. No wonder she looked at me uneasily. Well, the irritaing part was all gone when I received a call from Derrick wanting to borrow bike from me. LOL. ok, and in the end, he doesn't need it due to some reasons which I'm lazy to type it in. LOL. Understanding mum he has I have to say. LOL. he's still young to understand though. So he was saying "28 dec" sure booked right? blah blah blah.
We'll be having a chalet during my holidays cum theirs!!! great frens, great clssmates!!! and I presume and is sure that Janson actually had a talk with Derrick. LOL. Rick also suggested that we could go roler-blading together the place where we went to watch sunrise which is near yishun. It'll be one-day after my school. LOL. He said that. It's nice to be with them once again. FUnny people filled with humor. =) A call made my day better.

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Saturday, October 27, 2007

How would you feel if you saw someone you know much less love, zooming past you and not noticing you??? The word I can use due to vocabulary constraint is:

Ironic


Saturday, October 27, 2007


We had a talk yesterday night.
I have to spend my weekends all by myself.
Not really for today but true for tmr and the rest of the weekends.
why?
He is busy during weekends.
can't help but have to accept some facts though.

Don't feel like teaching the kid already. Feel like telling the mum to find another tutor.
I seriously can't take it when kids can't think, moreover, lazy.

I had a dream but can't rmb what.

My head aches when I fume. My stomach churns like a burning incinerator.

A crippy-crawly was walking on my chest.
How did it get onto me?

Saturday, October 27, 2007

Friday, October 26, 2007

So I love today.
Friday!!!
Two lessons from 12-4pm.
Cool huh???
Maybe we'll be dismissed early too!!! LOL.

Friday, October 26, 2007

Monday, October 22, 2007

47.9( quantitative, continuous)

Can it go lower?

Anyway, I thought my weight would just increase cuz I ate "sinful" french fries with Jan at BK yesterday( i ate most of it). A medium size french fries though he bought large after that.LOL.

That was my dinner.

Well, my brother has gone to Pulau Ubin for his OBS and yeah~ he'll be experiencing the 5 days 4 nights of happenings!!! what can I say? I love OBS.

And that noisy parrot is screeching incessantly. It should go to bed. Does it need a blanket??? I can cut a portion of mine to it. CRAP.
I still love dogs.

If things persist, I'll take what it needs.( I'll not kill the parrot-I mean some other random stuffs)

Monday, October 22, 2007

Sunday, October 21, 2007

well, think my brother's blog is nice to read. sometimes quite lame but funny.
herlung.wordpress.com

profound of eng= not bad.

yes. should thank the guys for speaking up about insecurities. well, if they've thought, I've actually thought about that too. LOL. I think every1 does think.

I have a parrot and it's cute though it can't talk but screech. irritating sometimes but fun. It's looking at me sheepishly right now. LOl. its' eyes are closing. lol. his screeches=no more. he's telling me it's time for bed and yupp. it's time for bed!

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Saturday, October 20, 2007

4 guys whom i went out with;1) Chong- to take my wallet from him, XxX him, hug him, wish him good luck as he asked for. Not forgetting that we had our or rather his lunch at sembawang.
After that, he drove me down to orchard for I met 2) Lionel there to shop with me since I was or will be bored. =) yeap, at the same time, he bought a hagen daz coffee cake for his mum's bdae celebration. LOL. SWEET. 2 candles for the cake in case one doesn't work properly as I've learnt. better be safe than sorry. LOL. yeah, and gotta know some things =X well, it'll be between us. LOL. well, what can i say??? LOL. I might not be the only one who knows but well, it's rather confidential. LOL.
hmmm, rather, I'm going out with guys.3) went to eat "dinner-prata" with my cousin at 800plus there. sux totally. I think I'm spoilt by chong. LOL. the ko-song prata doesn't taste as good as the ones I've tried with darling. =X
Reached home and received a msg from 4) Janson. He studied for wuite long and wanted to come out to chill with me. Well, I can't reject him for the 2nd or 3rd time. He had asked me out for breakfast previously and I had school or sth on. can't rmb. I'll make myself free whenever possible. CHalet pls!!! hahahaha. One thing I like about Janson; he'll update me about the class. LOL. frens wanting to watch sunrise after NOV 20( when their a's ends), chalets and other happening though not really physically happening stuffs. LOL. It's a secret again.
WEll, what can I say???
Nowadays, GUYS REALLY GOT SECRETS like GIRLDS DO!!! LOL.
what's becoming of the world?
If you're asking me, I'm asking you!!! hahahahhaha.
GUYS are really CUTE, ADORABLE & SPONTANEOUS =)
well, all of us are still in our TEENS except one. LOL.

Saturday, October 20, 2007


That little kid came to study today.

what he learnt today?? I seriously think he learnt nothing. Only got some lectures from me and then I pleased him again cuz he cried. yes. i made him cried. I thought he has no tears to begin with. anyway, it's for a reason.
He says "what if ALI can't finish writing?"
I replied" if i say u can finish writing it means u can. Only when I say cannot,"
"I know of a kid who is K1 and knows what's 2 + 2, do you know?" + "I only like good students who listens to me and I don't like naughty students who don't listen to what i say"- I think this made him feel a pinge in his heart and he went silent and then tears started to well up from his eyes.
well, I wasn't in a very good mood to begin with so what i reply was sacarstic. but afterthat, i realised he's a kid afterall and i hugged and apologised to him. he adhered to my instructions following that "you want to play? write finish these two words first, can?"
"yes," and he began talking to me once again.
Should be going to Wisma with sis and her bf to the cheap shop to look at some clothings. Not say very cheap but still cheap. the store called cotton-??? dunnno how to spell it exactly.
But well, it depends when I'm having my guess wallet back which i left it in his car accidentally forgot about it. Maybe I'll just take an ez-link from brother since he shouldn't be going out. well, both my cousins( Fabian n Benjamin) came down and stayed for the night yesterday. LOL. Benjamin had stayed for two nights since thursday while Fabian came down yesterday. LOL.
Simply, there're some things that should be done but I'm putting it back to do later perhaps by today and not tmr.

Saturday, October 20, 2007

Sunday, October 14, 2007

Is

vinegar

the cause to my weight loss???
hahahaha... hopefully...
Yipee, now i weigh 48.5kg...
ok lA, maybe it's because i eat in small portions( for breakfast, lunch and dinner) nowadays... not bad...

tmr sch re-open already...
no more

honey-moon

cause got no time for it... today last day of honey-moon with darling...
he has to work, has to settle down too.
lets go easy 1,2,3!!! hahahahaha
tmr is serene's birthday =) also sch re-open.
somehow to say if i'm lucky no??? my next coming holiday is from 17/12/07-28/12/07.
last day of holiday is my birthday...
I am

LUCKY

...LOL...
My

guess

also is only 1% wrong...but this is on practical things... Impractical ones, sorry, don't ask me... =X
I'm looking forward to tmr though i still want holidays =)

Sunday, October 14, 2007

Thursday, October 11, 2007

got sth for me to talk or rather gossip a little about...

I went out with sis on tue 9/ 10/ 07 to heeren to eat and then went to shop for havaianas...then while leaving heeren, I saw this dressed up girl with a guy shorter than her... Anyway, nth about the guy but about the girl...

She was Janson's ( YC's classmate cum friend) ex-gf and bloody hell she saw me and kept looking at me as if she thinks she saw the wrong person... I'm bloody hell the person she hates also...lol...Because she's over possessive towards JAn... I'm not the only one she hates; Rather, whoever( esp gals) goes near JAn will be the ones she hates...lol... wah~ then i pretended to glance at sth else then walk out...

Who knows after getting the havaianas at Cineleisure( sis and i wanted to go back to heeren to do free dookie-dookie on the slippers), she appeared again and once again, she looked at me as if I'm some fcuking criminal... you know what was my reaction?

FU*K! she's Stalking me! she's scary! bitch! really a borned bitch. SIck!

She's like JOseph HOoper while I'm not Charles Kingshaw( both names from I'm the King of the castle which i studied for O levels' lit.) hahahhahaha...

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

shouldn't have bought the double A paper... seems so thich and heavy...lol...must buy lower grade ones...

Anyway, can't change timings...

and yah~ I think I'll need to buy catridges soon enough as I'm gonna have to print so many stuffs from the internet...must get certain things also...my stuffs are all missing...

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

Saturday, October 06, 2007

I'm freakingly tired... woke up at 8plus am, 9.15am teach that little kid, make him feel happy by allowing him to makan ice-cream and play game... after that his mum called at 11am and i asked him to go home...

bathed, watched invasion with sis on destop den maybe went to slp at 12 noon plus till 3pm... wah!!!

I'm still feeling the sense of lethargicness... oh... why??? if i walk, will i fall???
THINK shld go to cityhall and get for my brother a hava from NUM...sis said why not orchard and i've thought about it... hmmm, not a bad idea but Cityhall is all air-con... I don't want to walk in the polluted air too much... too hot...anw, iit's gonna rain...

BTW, my desktop got I PRONOUNCE YOU CHUCK AND LARRY... LOL... sis fren gave her... hehe...

Saturday, October 06, 2007

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

The hundred days we've known each other brought us at least 5000 XxXes.
I am Passionate?

Let me ask you.
ARe you not? =)
I love you.

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

The two guys finally met each other face to face smiling, hands to hands firmly, greeting each other and exchanging names like some business men =) That was formal yet *cheers* to them.

Lionel and Chong.

I was hoping for this time to come and it came =D

Rouge Assasin a fabulous twist in the plot, managed to twist our straight brain into a curve. The ending also leads you to think if John will die( though he was shot, I still think that he aint dead)will there be part 2??? Well, you've to watch it. So far, I watched and love meaningful shows. =)

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Monday, October 01, 2007













decided to post using the desktop. Laptop a lagger.

Happy B'Dae & Children's day Darling!!!




I'll pput up the pics that I took and you took =)

So wen went to Liquid Kitchen to have his Cheeseburger(huge one)my pork Sausages with mash potato, carrots and brocroli...lol...Cream of mushroom soup is delicious!!! CuZ i Love it like I love darling being thick enough and HOT!!!Also had Lamb Sam-osa...lol...Darling commented Blooie's Cheeseburger is nice...hahaha... I think so too...BUt mine is definitely palatable!!! =)

And I had my sleepless night yesterday and it needs to be replenished... and yah~

Darling barely enjoyed his Bdae as he's sick and is on medication... WEnt to see doctor with him and the doctor is a talkative one...You may seem to be impatient with him on the ooooutside but when U meet him, he just makes you laugh... SO it's actually not a bad thing to be waiting for 1.5 hours to see a Doctor with 5 patients just infront of u!!! hahahaha...

Monday, October 01, 2007