Dragged myself out of my bed after the hp's alarm clock rang...If i lay further, I don't think I'll be awake...lol...

SO while drying myself after bathing, my mind drifted to what someone said to me of a particular person yesterday... I won't say anything bad about that person because he/she poses no threat to me- to that someone...maybe until I feel iritated and feel that you're overboard siding someone then I'' consider...

Well, you don't understand somethings which u deemed you completely understood...Again, since it's your perspective, I shant comment too much =X

Somehow, julia, siti and serene has met chong in real person and lunch out with him at novena's pizza hut( a place of heaven for shalu) hahahhaha...too bad, shalu isn't there...hahahaha...anyway, I still can't find my that facial mask from skin food from Raffles City too...very disappointed...Somehow maybe cause it's useful?? I bought it cause it was the fruity smell...somehow, ppl might be attracted from that too?? hahaha...

oh~ in the end, my little one decided to act on his own and asked sis to join us for dinner when I already told him "next time" cause it will be another trip down to fetch her which in the end, we drove down to pick her up...=) really appreciate what he does to satisfy my BIG-LITTLE sister...lol...He's a man of his own words can I say that? hahaha...Picking her up to bringing us( sis want to eat that place) to eat dinner at Ding Tai Feng( a dim sum restaurant)...somehow i think that place is famous because of the succulent sauce in the making of the dumplings...anyway, yup...it should be...Isn't it( DTF) a HONG KONG delicacy instead of a taiwanese one?? well, that's a thought for me to ponder...

well, a pimple just poped out like that when I looked into the mirror later this afternoon...was shocked!! hahahaha... but it may signify that I ain't reaching menopause =) hahahhahaha...

somehow I'm msging chong using stats information...It's lame... I'm full my little boy!! THank you!! =)

9.50am
Wanted to blog after coming back home but since bro switched off the whole electrical switch already, i decided to be lazy( well i am) and let it be...Don't blog!! hahaha...

So we went to eat at one of the chinese restuarant at ten mile junction...the claypot curry fish head is not bad...not chilly at all... anyway, that's my LU-NNER( lunch+dinner) tsk tsk...Monday all again...

Hopefully, I wun have Monday blues...lol...

well, I'm not going for kick-boxing to go home for dinner cause mum says I've not been dinner-ing at home( i have not cos when i go home= food gone)...cos i reach home late usually and requested for no food to be kept for me...hahaha...lunch should be in sch...hahahhaha...

should be in Accounting lecture at this point in time(4.15pm) but i'm already at home...hahaha...I'm sought of the mastermind who said I don't want to go for AFA instead do our another front page project due next week...wells...what thinkest thou? hahahha...managed to do a little den off i go!!! shalini's fren shankee was there so nah~ I'm not staying back...anyway, yah~ skipped lecture coz it's not lecture but revision...already bought the notes but yah~ go there is to do the revision paper which can be done at home though I haven't start on it yet...haha...the procrastinator..*oops*

right...so I'm bloging off now!!

and yah~ F.O.Y, I ate my spicy potato chicken melts today!! so H-a-P-p-Y!!! hahahaha

So i was KPO-ing other people's blog in hope and faith hat I'll find sth for my group...sheesh~ I've found...can U spot it, shalini-hope she reads this?? we needn't copy that Meryvn's one...hahahha...still can't spot the difference, you can ask me...quietly...hahhaa...*sheesh*I seriously hate selfish people...You can see that he doesn't want to tell you how to do it...but well, we shant copy theirs...we've ours!! hahahaha...

thankew shalu for the small little perfume...hahahhaha!!
well now, my little baby is online too!! hahaha...

anywya, the ong my brother is listening is inspirational "you raise me up" by dunno who...hahaha...but nice~

little baby is scared of dogs, for that he don't like dogs...what should I do??
my conversation with my little one:

♀RiDoKi RinKiTo - (L) u =) says:
secret lover!
huimin secret lover says:
hello, so u r in
♀RiDoKi RinKiTo - (L) u =) says:
yah..
♀RiDoKi RinKiTo - (L) u =) says:
i appear offline..
huimin secret lover says:
haha, wat r u doing now
huimin secret lover says:
i understand
♀RiDoKi RinKiTo - (L) u =) says:
only appear online but busy when i see u..
♀RiDoKi RinKiTo - (L) u =) says:
happy?
huimin secret lover says:
yup
♀RiDoKi RinKiTo - (L) u =) says:
hmmm...
♀RiDoKi RinKiTo - (L) u =) says:
actually blogging la..
♀RiDoKi RinKiTo - (L) u =) says:
continued' though
huimin secret lover says:
okie,
huimin secret lover says:
nxt time after food
huimin secret lover says:
dun run
♀RiDoKi RinKiTo - (L) u =) says:
was kpo-ing other ppl's blog...alrights...
♀RiDoKi RinKiTo - (L) u =) says:
u see that's why it rained..
♀RiDoKi RinKiTo - (L) u =) says:
lol
huimin secret lover says:
ya, but wat if it never rain
huimin secret lover says:
must take care
huimin secret lover says:
u belong to me
huimin secret lover says:
lool
huimin secret lover says:
haha lol
♀RiDoKi RinKiTo - (L) u =) says:
hahahhaha
♀RiDoKi RinKiTo - (L) u =) says:
yah~ if i belong to u, den u belong to me...so u belong to the dog too...
♀RiDoKi RinKiTo - (L) u =) says:
lol
huimin secret lover says:
our kid born in the year of dog
♀RiDoKi RinKiTo - (L) u =) says:
no...
huimin secret lover says:
ic
huimin secret lover says:
haha
♀RiDoKi RinKiTo - (L) u =) says:
hahahhahahha
huimin secret lover says:
hahahahaahahaha
huimin secret lover says:
me gg to run later
♀RiDoKi RinKiTo - (L) u =) says:
tsk tsk tsk...didn;t it rain just now?
huimin secret lover says:
stop fully liao
♀RiDoKi RinKiTo - (L) u =) says:
really ar?
♀RiDoKi RinKiTo - (L) u =) says:
lol
huimin secret lover says:
my car all wet again
♀RiDoKi RinKiTo - (L) u =) says:
hahhaha...
♀RiDoKi RinKiTo - (L) u =) says:
dun wash lah
huimin secret lover says:
but i wipe dry once more
huimin secret lover says:
hahahaha
♀RiDoKi RinKiTo - (L) u =) says:
tsk...don't!! waste energy only...
huimin secret lover says:
but cannot take it when car is dirty
huimin secret lover says:
feels like i m dirty too
♀RiDoKi RinKiTo - (L) u =) says:
yah~ u're always so "clean"
♀RiDoKi RinKiTo - (L) u =) says:
hahahha
huimin secret lover says:
as if
♀RiDoKi RinKiTo - (L) u =) says:
hello? i put the "aprostrophe" ok??


that's part of our conversation...

Since it's already today, well now I just came back home from party world KTV... With chong and his five uni good friends peilin and chip lee, sharon and David and Peishi...I'm the odd one out...

Love you baby.


11.30am

Somehow, Ithink I should have completed my frontpage stuffs...maybe if i want to edit it'll also be on child page 1 n 2... anyway, fun editing!! I found the websites of the places that I wan to find so badly... I'm smart for I tried my luck on the website url myself!! hahahha...love myself for that...*hugs*
Today's another dark dark day...the crow crowing, thunder booming and me? on my brother's bed covered in his blanket, typing cum blogging...gonna read soon...

I think i gotta read up on my previous blog posts to find out sth...anyway, hopefully i can...coz I miss out my own very date?

I walked up and down thinking on whether i should cook maggie mee and at last i cooked with an egg inside and maybe only the egg tasted good...ate the egg, threw half of the uneaten tasteless tom yam maggie mee into the bin... *burb*
SOmehow, I'm missing my Spicy Potato chicken Melts...I didn't eat it yesterday as you know...because i ate Mcmuffin =X
Want to eat and lazy to cook is me...Nobody to cook for me...then when eating i remembered somebody yesterday saying that he'll cook for me...well!!! I'm waiting to taste your culinary skills...Can I place my order now?? I want this, that, that and that! =D I'm so hungry for your food... Pls don't cook another maggie mee for me because I dunno what you food you know how to cook except maggie mee and rice dumplings, made by your mum-not even u made it =)

I'm waiting!!!For that one day you ever lay your hands in the kitchen*stomach growls* Ps. Pls prepare something yummy...hahahhaha...

Well, Lovelle smsed and said that she needn't use my lappy already coz her friend suddenly fell sick...the friend falling sick might be her friend's excuse...I can also say that anyway... But I'm really sick though better than yesterday's...

but the weather is cold isn't it? I have been feeling cold since the morning...well, the clouds are grey too...thunder is audible...Lightning? not sure...

oh! And it's thundering and raining now...even darker...

ASked for Egg Sausage MCmufin and sausage Mcmuffin-for Serene but given Egg Mcmufin and Suasage Mcmuffin. My Egg Sausage MCmuffin!!!
anyway, It's the first time in my dunno how many years eating Egg MCmuffin...Somehow, i've gotta thank that woman who served me...The burger contains lesser calories than egg sausage mcmuffin..should be right? This is what I think...

Anyhow, my group presented first and now we're so free...just need to print our reports out l8r probably during our break...

We must be quiet listen to the rest of the presenters speak...But we're not listening...NOt interested...boo!! chating with shalini...but she's typing real loud...hahahha..still say I type loudly that time...hahha...I'm typing softly hello? hahahaha...

Somehow, this morning, I don't need to suck in my tummy and wear my sister's black long pants...so nice...hahahhaha...*gave siti a kiss in the air*

yawnx...got 3 hours of accountings and then after eff com, another one...such a long day today but I shall be big-hearted and forgive for today is FRIDAY!! I love Friday and Saturday so i'm also kinda bias towards the days of the week!! hahahaha...

what if my left eye twitches? what does it mean? what's gonna happen?good or bad? =X

hp batt running lowk b'cos of shalu cam-whoring part using my bluetooth sending to my com to hers...she's self-love and it's not a bad thing...

Where will we be going after my last lesson today?? =]

think I need plenty of water before I know I'll fall sick...blearh~


we went down to raffles place walk walk walk...It was my fault when I said not to go in to DIng Tai Feng at 5 plus where there was vrey few people...ard 7plus, it was filled with people and POOP! We went back to the car to take something and went back to the crowded place...lalalalala~ our hungry stomachs brought us to Out of the PAn- if i'm not wrong and we had our dinner at last...Question's thrown at me and I was caught by surprise after going to the toilet...yes...That's embarrassing for you to do that while it is the same for me to accept...LOL...next time don't give me k??? maybe when there're so few ppl that you can and i can accept...lol...

well,got this two missed call froma particular home and found out it was Lovelle...She wants to borrow my lappy tmr and yupp...I'm lending her...not meeting her but passing it to my sister to her to pass it to her...

Your guess might be true???

I'm tired and so It'll be even tiring to think too deeply into anything for today...my eyes are closing, mind flooded with tranquility...It's time to slp =)

My agenda this morning was to see if I gained weight from yesterday eatings...remorseful... Well, maybe I did, maybe I did not. However, there is a possibility that I did...Still, I lose 0.3kg from last weeks' weight...Is it?? yah...should be...

Hopefully, I can achieve my 48kg back!!! hahahahhaha...at the mmt, yes...48kg is my target... =)

I'm happy, I love today!!!


Well now, Still in school doing PROJECT and transferring files like Wedding crasher and BUtterfly effect from shalu and Siti...Three of us are supposed to do the ppt. But somehow they began transferring files through thumbdrive and here i am too...also dl-ing files...hahahahahha...

went to watch the butterfly effect-what?! no...is ALONE with Siti n Julia...hahaha...Julia did not watch the scary part but yah~ she managed to see one...hahaha...the show is HORRIFYING...*shrugs* a twist in the storyline... =)

Then after that chong came to pick me and for the first time, both of them saw him in real person...hahahahha...
well basically both of us went to eat "roti-prata" called NAN( I dunno the correct spelling)...I did sth embarrassing but still, he's so lovely as not to laugh at me...I love him for respecting my integrity...hahahhaha...
it's(u know what we're talking about) not a PLATEU( I said it) but a never ending upward hill(what I want)- do you get it?

What you want is also what I want.

One day, if we're(both) able to be shut away from the world, I'll be with yyou 24/7. NO disturbance, Nothing. JUst yyou and me alone. Still, it'll be when that day comes =)
There's no questions to it, much less an answer. So yyou should understand now . Probably yah? =)

Did u rmb to do sth at night? U have had too much coffee.

One word " Inseparable"

Told Shalu that I wouldn't be going out with him but he ended up looking for me...hahaha...Thought I'll be going back but when in the MRT station, he called me and POP! I'm at Yishun Stadium with him though he ran but I didn't...tsktsktsk...

Sent me home but we ended up going to IMM together though we parted to buy furniture and BK. He was meeting Janice to buy furnitures for the JAde tenant...hahaha...It cost him a bomb...not him but still him cause it's over budget? hahahaha...While I went to BK and read-up alittle and then STONE for awhile and ta-da...he came back...hahaha...

well, Meet the mother and one of the sister session...meet the kids session, Shan Shan and Yi Heng...oh and the Kids are cute. NOT ugly but adorable...hahaha...Shan SHan loves clinging on to her uncle who is CHONG and then bloody hell, when did i become AUNT? hello?? hahahaha... I'm still JIE JIE(sister)...lol...

HIs sister, Chun LI said that he's easy to BULLY being the THORN amoung the ROSES...hahhhaha...he's "shan liang" which is rather filial? if it means...i forgot the meaning...I'm a bad chinese speaker...hahahah...

yah~ the roasted duck is quite tasty but you should eat less k? I like ITALY but I dun like an artificial ITALY...hahahha...no offence...I mean, it's for your own good...you can have it when I'm with you, THERE...hahahahha...

MAD people screaming in the car while on the way back home.

*Pls do not read if u're 18 and below- M18*

WE're talking DIRTY again.Lion and I.

*Censored*
what are you ppl thinking, HEllo?!

I dun want to PON sch though I had the thought... =)

Dunno why I'm feeling this way...BUt...

my left leg muscle is aching BIG TIME...Climbed a steep slope today and due to yesterday LIGHT physical training...oh well, the muscles are working then right? No pain, no gain. FOC

Just realised that I'm like the stupid idiot going to school tmr with shalu. FOr all I know from her, she said that of all the ppl she asked, I'm the pathetic soul who is going to sch...well, what can i say? I have not done my tutorial. Busy chatting.

FOrgive me of my insolent cum abnormal behaviour... I'm just avoiding some stuffs which I dun want to think about, dun want to let it bother me. what for?! make me jealous-not in r/s, put my morale down and stuff...The more I think, the more reserved I am. Anyhow, I'm sensitive and U've got to accept the fact.

I need a warm, sincere hug.

YEah~ that's some LOGIC talking some sense into me.

Thanks, Superman!! Ur rescue was late though. I think I was bored till death in school...tsk tsk...LOUSY...HMPH!

I thought Superman can sense things happening right?? hahaha

Cause Superman is a FAKE...LOL =P
Anyhow, Kickboxing was kinda "slack"... thought it's another training for grading but instead, we learnt 2 new tactics...nice...fun...Love it! =D

Also, we were dismissed earlier then usual...

why?

That 2 marks in accountings 23/25!! why?!!It makes a difference...Definitely

I guess i can answer for myself...

Work harder, huimin!!!

oh no...this is bad...so bad

well, that was FOC-full of crap as you know...BORING!!!

went to Hylfux website to gather some of its profile...blearh~

BOring!

someone save me from this BOREDOM!!

Where's SUPERMAN?

Some things aren't meant to be mentioned here. Still, you'll see me ***ing somehow.

Well, apart from that, I just read the life section of the Sunday Times( drawn to Thai BOxing) and saw this OPSS junior in the newspaper. She learns Muay Thai. Cool, I love elbow and knee kicks but kick-boxing doesn't allow that anyhow. She looks familiar and where have I seen her? Maybe on the roads once? or she has that common look probably.

Ok, made a deal with LION... NO matter what circumstances, if I get the chance to see him anywhere on the streets, he'll get *sth*... hahaha...There'll be a time...time is all that it needs...hahhaha...

Have to thank my little boy, chong for sending my sister and I home...I think I love sad songs which makes me a sadist?? nah~ MIKA-Any other world is a nice song...love the beat at the chorus part...and i hate big girls are beautiful...haha...dunno why but I just don't like that song...I'm PICKY... =D

It's still raining, I don't feel like going to school tmr...but still I'll go...No avoiding...lol...

I'm kissing the air...

Well, I want to hear good news from chong on his dealS with his buyers and sellers...he's always been telling me stuffs about his work...oh!for that, I love to listen at the same time I know that he'll be able to achieve what he wants...=)

A deep thinker you are, naturally...

love everyone but I love Chong alittle more...aint I lovely?? PS. M18 =]

So this will be my third time blogging again today...

why?? because I went out with him again...hahahahha...went to have dinner with my big little boy...we at at novena ajisen ramien and yup...FULL...
den went to buy BAO JIN TIAN( dim sum) for sister though i ate two of them...lol...prawns...

maybe coz we were full, he was FOC( full of crap)...I'm also...is it?? maybe...
well, spending time with him is always so limited...In a blink of an eye, ta-da, it's homey time...
but before we left, we went to cold storage to buy two bottles of beer...dunno what brand coz i didn't notice but noticed some obscene pictures...lol...he needs beer to drink to slp...like a baby needs milk to sleep...hahahahha...
well, beer is my baby's milk...but today, he needn't need one coz he's already exhuasted from the earlier wake up call from his family and yupp...plus working and plus me...I love my little baby very much...

Past few days have been hectic for me...perhaps everyone?? Preparing for two tests ie accountings and stats, projects and presentation...that's a kller for that week...well, yesterday had two presentations and for POM i'm lucky to say that I've passed well, can't say with flying colours but passed lah!! hahaha...got the same score as shalu infact...well, what I've gotta say is that we didn't put in much effort into studying for POM...esp ME...well, what's done cannot be undone and lets hope for a better me next time...

and yup...was supposed to stay back for POM project with siti and my grp members but i left soon enough after the whole of effective communication presentation( chong was already waiting for me)...I can't say that i did very well but still fair enough...heard from Robbin that I did better than the last round which i supposed so too...hahaha...thanks!!!
he bought me a black ink catridge for me printer and I love him for his initiativeness...hahahaha...wanted to watch die-hard4 with him but the 6pm show was sought of "too late" for me because of some CRAP stuffs...and well, ended up leaving orchard and we went to kentridge park because i'm so "no" to places like vivo-city, Sentosa, etc... hahahahha...I put him in a difficult spot yesterday...A good place for couples for it's serenity though it's abit ulu at some ...but well, if U know what to do there then it's something even special there...hahaha...
one thing worth commenting NOW is that the rain seem to not like chong...haha...the day before yesterday he washed his car and It rained yesterday so i commented " you shouldn't have washed your car, it's raining!"(meaning that the rain could have helped him wash)
then today, just only, he smsed me saying that he again shouldn't have washed his car coz right after he washed, it began to rain... I can't help but laugh at his " =/ "...so why did he washed his car again? his answer was that " Yesterday rain, dirty must wash again." tsk tsk tsk...hahahahha...

what should i say?

@5pm...
Here I am back again...Took a long long nap for almost 3 hours i guess...hahaha...
I swallowed a fish bone i think but well, I'm still here blogging...*blessed*
I'm doing sth right now...If I don't, there goes my concience... I'll feel extremely guilty...

Shaku said i didn't update my blog yesterday...well, I forgot to!! hahahhaha...too busy too la...preparing my stupid speech and stuffs...*oops* my stomach is growling now..I want to eat sandwhich!! hahaha...later...quite happy today..no lesson after this...accounts tutor jowena is not feeling well today so wun be coming...shalu just announced it out loud in clas just now in POM tutorial lesson...hahahhaha..."Liquity ratio" correct!!( ps. i was called to answer a multiple choice question) hahaha...i just think that answer should be the one instead of the rest...lucky also...haha...coz nv do e-utorial...we don't even know must do coz maybe we heard but one ear in, the other out...hahaha...so I'm gonna practice my speech again with them hopefully...concurrent=hidden feedforward=can be seen...whee!!

well, today was abit screwed. It affected him and I love him very much, I don't want to let go so i walked out and cry out to Lionel on the hp.( i really cried- irritated, embarrassed and i don't want him to give me up because of what they say) Thought of him to confide to cause I was sms-ing him at the mmt. well, all i know after i came back was to call chong to come out which in turn asked me to come back. once back to the stand alone mac at amk, everything was different. so maybe a walk out makes a difference? but it's my first time doing so like this. oh man~ i left my guy there with three old women. well, this "obstacle" we overcame brought us even closer together which we think so. I love him but that word just can't come out of my mouth when i want to say it. ok~ after that, we went to fetch his friends wenxiang and jacqueline. haha...there're real funny couple...hahaha...to think about what i heard and see them in real person really make my day good!! haha...Jac said "age isn't a barrier to love" and i like her for saying that...lol...my dear is a great planner for the future but well, he always says there might be a "change in element"...my thinking might change and so i might not love him anymore. but what I know now and tmr and until is that I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH.

To LLCC(if u read this): I'm so curious why are you asking me such things and then having such a big reaction to whatever i replied. Are you just being concerned as a friend?
Thanks for being concerned.I'm happy when u seem concerned for me. =)

wtf...was typing about chong and then ta-da, i deleted it all away when I pressed some thing...unintentional...but it's all lionel's fault...haha...suddenly he told me he remembered his first kiss and i thoughtall along it wasn't me but in actual fact, his first kiss was with me!! haha...mine too!! haha... so we were talking on where we had our first kiss and hopefuly i'm right...lol...haha!! i'm right... somehow, he's acting emo and stuff...lol...well, I once loved him and now we still are friends!!! hahaha...

Watched HP with AIn in the afternoon and then she went of to meet her male classmate leaving me alone...NOPE...i wasn't gonna be alone anyway...lol...chong came down initially to bring us to dinner but she PS me at the eleventh hour...nvm...then we drove down to PS and had his dinner at some "food court"...he wanted to go somewhere nice to eat but i asked him to go there eat...lol...eys, i'm that bad...well, the food turned out to be quite nice...what for spend so much on food?? crazy...then after eating we went to catch our movie which he booked earlier on... watched HP with him at 9pm showtime...not bad...this HP is emotional...yah~ sounds crazy but i watched HP in 2 days...it's because oe of them is my best friend so i don't mind watching it with her...moreover, this is not everytime...twice so far...lol...
when chong heard that i was gg to watch movie, he already had the gut feeing that i was gonna watch HP...intially i told him i was gonna watch some R21 movie...lol...he say we this generation dunno what...full of crap...FOC...haha...
can we part??? we've been sticking to each other like for ONEweek already hello?? hahaha...and he's coming down today to get the list of lakeshore from me for lovelle to call today...tsk tsk tsk...hopefully i wun see him on next MON, TUE n WEd...lol...well, i'll miss him still...absence makes the heart grow fonder right??

Sembawang beach was filled with night owls fishing and families together probably? we went there first, then drove down to Upper seletar where there's less crowds...super quiet only a countable number of ppl using one hand...
I love to snugler his tone-up body( it's my first time snugling on him) and love the lingering smell of his perfume on his body.he turns me on.

this is weird...i hate the interview with the foreigner...probably i hated him from the start when he keeps postponing the interview and i got a very bad impression on him...shit him...shant say who...I'm a little bad...no is very bad...lol...
right then after that, we (shalu and julia plus me) went to KFC and ate our two piece crispy little chicken meal...then after that supposingly to go down to novena to find chong, he came to find me instead...haha...coz he had viewing at two places and he asked me if i mind coming along...haha...he made the first deal definitely at The Jade which is his sister's condominium...not bad...the HR manager who was responisble for this actually is quite friendly and remebered my name...unlike some stupid manager at some company whcih we interviewed...hello, it makes a difference!! haha...
anyway, shalu and julia somehow thinks that chong is an unfriendly guy...haha...he's not k? though he seems to be one...haha...
met another of his friend, weisin(guy) who drinks milk instead of beer at anywhere...he's the good guy who will transport all of the drunkens safely back...haha...he seriously don't touch beer...so cute...
after viewing the jade, he drove down to spanish village to do another viewing which is alittle sucky coz the place is so i dunno what to say la...two families came to view but none of them are delightful about the price given to them because of the condition of the place...right, anyway, he doesn't really care about it...haha...
then we went down to vivo-city pacific coffee sth i forgot and had our drink and talked there...I asked him afew questions in my mind and yup...got what i wanted to hear...haha...i showed the naughty side of me, replying to David funny answers where david asked"are you sure you're ching?" lol...i can't help but giggle...lol...k then we met up with David's wife,David himself, weisin and shueling(a new colleague of david) and we quite hit it off...i mean shueling and i... haha...though we were separated from the four of them with me and chong on one table at Marche...well the seafood platte os whatsoever tasted horrible to be on the side with chong...but we ate the musscles...lol...but luckily we ordered potato dunno what...can't rmb...lol...anyway, that potato stuff was yummy...hahahaha...
we left first of cuz... because of me...because he says i need a good rest and concentration...haha...
whispered the three words into my ears but i didn't respond to him but it is obvious simply the fact that it's written all over my face and actions...hello...even if he doesn't say the three words, i know what is written on his face too...but still, his words made my day and i love him...

Again, i'm waking up early in the morning at 4 am to do my POM project stuff and then sending it to them all...maybe i should slp till 8am?? yeah...haha...later in the evening i've also got kickboxing...what a life i have...but i love kick-boxing!! haha...

introduced to me his two smart friends who are a married couple right now...right...gotta thank him tht i had an interview with his friend who is hyflux production manager...whee! haha...
while talking and stuffs, we had a glass of red wine at DENISE( if I'm not wrong), strong enough to fight with my stomach...haha...the couples were sharon(SMU IT lecturer) and David Chua Weiyang, though i have a friend name weiyang...haha...common names...his looks at me were like chong told him sth which i dunno?? haha...well, his face got red by the wine and this also goes to weiyang.haha...sharon's and mine were like natural???she's somehow a good drinker i guess...for me...i'm still here blogging...haha..which makes me sober enough to know what's happening...haha...well, David was somehow promoting him and he actually asked me for my NAme and IC number so that i could get an internship with his company...haha...chong say cannot and I didn't give though i Don't mind...haha...he says that they only want to ogle at girls...haha...excuse me?? am i nice to be ogled at??lol...no big boobs, nth...
wasn't supposed to be out with him today coz i already told him but he still called me out with a good manager for me to interview...haha...well, i can't deny that it was a fruitful day as i did something meaningful at last...still, i feel alienated...his friends are all smart ppl...while i'm like a NOBODY compared to them...

warm-hearted people, thankx!!

I somehow quite tired from yesterday not being able to sleep and finally when i reached home and wanted a 1/2 hour nap, he smsed me and asked me out...right...he was way much ealier to pick me up...he came at 3pm when he asked me to be ready by 3.30pm...ok...that's fine...
can't remember where we went cause it's all the seas that i'm seeing..oh...changi beach, pasir beach where he first dared to hold my hands for longer and ta-da...but i'm truly tired from the lack of sleep...We're trying to accomodate the 15 years of diff...he did think of that coz he mentioned it first though i already have given a thought of it...
well, what can i say? he finally got the courage to admit it, so do i also have the courage to admit it to all esp shalini coz she also has to admit sth...haha...i also can't expet myself to be a r/s again...how would i take it now? i dunno...well, i love julia and shalini who both talked to me just now...their're both good listeners...whee~~ =D lol...

MOnday blues happened yesterday on quite a few of my close friends and classmates...be it forget thumb drive, lost thumb drive with important personal stuffs inside, sch's desktop didn't function properly and stuffs...on top of it i didn't realise it's monday which has the blues and i still wore blue...though nth bad happened to me...then during KB, heard some creepy but maybe could be due to human errors from XinYi...well, I saw her today at the YCK Mrt station and she's alright just that she skipped a lecture to go consult a doctor on her skin allergies...haha...
then after KB yesterday, Mr Chong came and pick me up from school and we headed for "coffee" again somewhere in Sembawang coz i didn't want to have dinner hearing from Julia that enzymes don't work after 8pm...haha...well, wasn't feeling hungry too...felt full from all the hearings and boxing in school and in the car though no boxing in the car...lol...

then after that, since he was driving to yishun and it was somehow still early, we drove down to lower seletar and yuppx, the breeze there was somehow great but alot of couples there...even in the car; Making out? i think so coz there were movements inside*for you to imagine*...well, we went out of the car to be specific...* dun let your thoughts run wild* haha...
couldn't sleep well last night and i woke up to see the time @4.00am...flipped and turn and turn over the matress bed and at last i found myself having a few hours of slp...well, i myself know why i couldn't slp as my head was filled with some things which couldn't be said here...

It's between me and him...though it has gotta nth to do with me directly...
from the day i knew him, I thought him to be this but now i know him to be that...
well, somehow, it's good to hear that... =D

Thought i wouldn't be able to go out of my house without any keys at home; my sister used my new urban male bag to fort canning and she didn't empty all the stuffs in my bag so thinking that i have a key already, i told mum that she needn't leave me a key...haha...how do i know tht i've got no key...but still, i knew that there's an orginal key in the compartment of my parents bed...haha...so i dug it out frantically cause MrChong was already waiting for me downstairs...Lucky him, Lucky me too...haha...

He first brought me to have afternoon english tea comprising of tea and three stairs of muffins, stones, sandwhiches, etc. at the Jewel Box at mount Faber which was a nice view where we can see the seas...not bad...then after that, being a country bumkin, he brought me to the labrador which is like a sea( not for fishing) but u can see alot of ppl fishing...haha...two of the boys we saw caught a pail of ikan-bilis. to eat?? probably...we climed the stairs up the hill though nth much to see then we walked down and then back to the car and we drove off to the botanic garden...basically, i feel like a tourist...not from singapore...lol...hmmm...saw black swans instead of white ones...alot of turtles one which is quite outstanding because of it's different features from the rest.. hmmm...dogs, frisbees and such ppl playing, pinicing there...lol...wonderful...
following, we actually went back to the office to pass lovelle her gift bought by him den he actually forgot to take the numbers from the office...somehow it was my fault also lah huh?? haha...because after that, we're going to have dinner with ain...this great friend picked ain up from her block and we went to dunno where to have dinner...an indian or malay coffee shop to have naan=prata... i and ain shared cheese prata and he ate plain ones...haha...the food there is not bad...lol...ok...chat and stuffs...then we sent ain back home and then back to office again...waste petrol...anyway, it's also his problem for forgetting...haha...

crazy~ i can't be that crazy anymore...gg out everyday and not studying...that's really mad...

still, i enjoyed myself la...must thank this great friend i've made...haha...

somehow, i felt stupid and I'm a deep thinker.always thinking of the weirds...
Agatha words were clear and confident when she was talking about Mr chong being in Malaysia. Mine="are you serious? I don't know"... skeptical about how true were chong's words...somehow, i tusted her words and doubted him...i had lots of ideas why he lied to her or maybe he even lied to me..either lying to either one of us...so feeling unjustified, i smsed him to realised that he actually told agatha he was gg to HK and she MIGHT GOT IT WRONG...i missed out this possiblility and chose to believe her words...every single word about he gg to malaysia...omg~ I'M so bashful...I'm so sry...I doubted my friend...he felt hurt though he might think it's childish but i was equally hurt when i told him that... I think i'm being too sensitive...

The beginning of another boring lesson...*yawn*...
before that, i was taking a real short nap and had a weird dream which i can't remember and that it was a terribly horrible dream...I don't want to recall what's that dream too...luckily julia called nad then woke me up from their very stranger dream...again...i'm yawning...the day today is very weird...the nail polish on my left hand middle finger has been peeled by me...

the prize for answering the qns posted by our tutor really works today...ppl pay more attention with bribes...oh well, present me with something better in front of my eyes...those sweets and chocolate that i think they'll be getting is nth special...we can get it easily...maybe get me a diamond ring or sth??lol...sth worth the answer...but i know that's too much...i meant, we aren't kids anymore...it's not the way to pacify teenagers anymore...well, there're still such ppl as u can gather...
hope that time just fly like that and off i go for work...hahaha...

went manicure at AMK hub with julia and serene...had my finger nails done pearly dark blue...haha...not bad...they commented that the colour looks like the gal acting in x-men...lol...yup...den after that, serene went off and it was left with me and julia...dunno why, we fighted!! haha...of cuz not! haha...that's just a sentence that i added in...lol...good gals dun fight...haha...we queued for durian stuffs and erm...the duian wasn't really that great to talk about...lol...oh, den folwed julia to holland village to get some things for joel's bdae which is tmr but she and some friends are celebrating it today...lol...and she bought a packet of spiced edible worms...lol..she wanted to piut them on the cake from cold storage but the cake was out of stock...dunno what she got for joel in the end...lol...
hmmm...den after that, i went to work and then sis came along too...came back home and i received a msg from chong who's already in HK...lol...asking me what colour i prefer...blue of cuz...if not pink ar??lol...no la...i told him blue...and we only exchanged few messages in which i was surprised he can actiually type longer messages...haha...i'll tell him that when he comes back...lol...but seriously, how can he forget to bring his hp charger there?? for almost 5 days lehxx...then he said to buy charger there...lol..i told him not to waste his money on charger...lol...

It was at the eleveth hour that I decided to skip KB and join Mr Chong for "coffee" and dinner...well, i wasn't feeling that good then even when coming back home...so he came over to pick me up and we went to drink cuppucino and mango juice at East Coast Park and we both chatted over topics under the sun over the breeze...haha...the after that, we went to hooha! cafe to have our dinner...quite an expensive one though...haha...he took sth lamb while i chose fish and chips...tried the lamb and it was quite delicious...but mine was a filling one...haha...going out with a boss is a total new thing... 1st being that he knows places of good foodies which is not too bad, 2ndly, he always like to eat good food so we wouldn't have to starve...haha...many many more being a boss...not a real boss though...a chief director...but still a property agent lar...a property agent who likes spending money on esp food and hi-fi... haha...
well, from tmr till sat, i wun be seeing him and he can't send us home because he's gg HK!! haha...good also...less stressed though he gives no stress to us...a boss that no one wants to marry...haha...why??? I think i know why...but i shant say why...still, he's a person nice to be with...a nice amigo...LOL...I hope my future BF to be like this...
there's a 1% of anything...haha...
after eating we packed fish and chips again for my sis who was working and then we drove back to office to deliver her the food...oh well, i'm kinda tired but how? slp?? great choice...maybe i shld...not doing econs...lol...yeah!!!


may he have a safe and fun journey.

I've or rather we'd been going out late nights and coming back home in the early mornings with Mr Chong... haha...I still can remember on Friday, 29/06/07, Lovelle and my sis wanted to go late night shopping so CHONG volunteered to send us there and since he worried us ton-ning the night out at orchard, he decided to follow us and send us back home...late night shopping became late night movie for us...tangs was crowded with ppl of cuz so we didn't have the mood to shop anymore...then they( the two gals) decided to watch transformers...chong treAted us all...the show was great!! hilarious!!! reached home at 2.30am that day and straight away, sis and I brushed our teeth and K.O...
then today meaning saturday, sis asked mi to acc her to orchard road with her bf...again, we ended up not getting anything because of the crowd and the messiness of Zara. so we went to have our sinful dinner at LJS(long john silvers') and then I acc sis to work...haha...chong said that he won't be coming down and he also didn't know that i'm going...lovelle was already there as she called me to ask me sth...haha...I went there to only slack and drank vodka to only feel sleepy after that and nth else...haha...my sis drank alittle and her face went red like chilli...haha...not that bad though...yes, my side effect is to feel slpy...then ard 9.45pm, chong called and since both of them were calling, i answered the phone "hello," i answered
"hello..." he replied
"hello," i answered again knowing it was him and sensing that he was kinda shocked not knowing whose voice it was.
"hello, ni shi sui?" he asked ...
hahaha...so we talked on te phone for awhile then hung up cause he was driving down to fetch us to gimmick again!! haha...we went to bishan to play UK fun-fair( i was later told by my sis that i actually should not go up the ride cause i consumed alcohol...hahaha...*relieved*the ride was horribly horrendous...omg!! my heart almost skipped a beat...hahaha...i shut my eyes and bit my lips while on the way up and down, screaming like some crazy idiot...haha...after that, we went to the fun land to play daytona and then went to party-world and we sangsang sang till 1 am...reached home and it's already like 40 minutes past 1am... haha...but sth happened in the process of gimmicking...lovelle left her hp at the fun-land and luckily it's still inside as we called and heard th music playing in there...beofre that, i was kinda "blamed" by her that she passed me her hp and i put it inside myy bag...seriously, I was lost for words...coz my memory stopped at the part where i passed her her hp when it vibrated in my bag so i dun remember her pasing it back to mi...it's quite hurtful..but still, she did apologise...well, life's like that afterall...haha...well, i'm gg to slp now...i think i'm g down tmr evening too...my life is so busy till next week when chong is flying to hing kong for holiday!!! hahahaha...