Heya! I've just been back like say 5 days ago from Outwaard Bound Singapore ( OBS ) aka others before self. I find it useful and praactical at the end of the whole course. Don't understand why but still I love obs. The feeling is so much different from studying. In OBS i had the will and power to move on. However when i'm back in school, the energy is thus gone. However, i know that if there's a will, there's a way. I'm aiming to pass my promos and get advanced. I wan to do well for my chemistry and econoomics tests next week. but so faar i've only started On Atomic Structure. I'm memorising the way it's written so i hope nothing will go wrong anymore. It's time for me to move on. I can't slack any further. Even if i can't make it this year, i'll proceed to poly and do well!! But, I seriously want to do well for promos. To prove that i've changed for the better. I hope i practice what i preaccch. OBS has let me realised and gained experienceeee from it although it's a different approach. guess i can't sleep early tonight cause i''m intending to dig out my chem notess to study. Study well nd move forward with life. I'm not going to be stuck out there. however hard it is, I'm sure the obstacles can be overcome with will power.
And during OBS, practically I've not thought of any guys whom i thought i liked. It's like oh my god~ these ae just all infaatuation. now i even feel that these guys are irritating. I can't stand that guy smsing me praaactically everyday even though i rejected him. I find it funy too. that is actually i thought i would like a guy but its provided if the guy doesn't confess to me. hoever, when he confesseees to me, its like no more fun. i found out that i donn';t like him anymore. Am i a flirt? haha. I hope so. it's better this way that being in love. I find so much pleaasure in this buut will never really like a guy anymore. Untill when will this spirit last? i'm not sure. perhaps untill i've really found my mr right? okie... I've enough of crap. i''m gonna mug le. HAte YJC first and foremost.
I'll survive!