For the calls Ive made so far, 2-3 women gave me crude remarks. WTF~ but i understand it coz i've definitely done it myself. This C-B said "When my tenacy ends is really none of your business"-excuse me, it's like "hello??????!!!!!!" as if i'm really interested in if u want to rent ur house again...I'm so sorry, But i'm not~ I'm just doing what I'm supposed to do ie, call and ask.
Really, these kind of bitches can really piss you off...rich f**Ks...
on the other hand, guys let u talk and l8r it's either i hang up on them or they hang up on me...haha...somehow, it's interesting. getting to know different charateristics of people...somehow when they live in this spartment like sommerville PK, the people there has almost the same personalities.
whatever huh~
going down again tomorrow mid-afternoon...call and disturb ppl...haha...

my jaw-dropped.

getting straight to the point.
We got to puch the paddings today and it was great?? the impact was great!! wow!!
had abrasions on my left fist and it's my own fault anyway.
I didn't punch rightly at first.
the right turning kick was fun!=D

yipee! will be working on behalf of my sis calling tenants. $8/hr for mininum 3 hours.

from next week onwards.

once you stop working, the feeling is not there.haha

I've finally learnt not to yearn too much for something as the outcome may disappoint myself. How lovely can life be anyway?

Took a supposingly to be "nap" at 3.15pm and was to wake up at 3.45pm. However, feeling so tired and into my dreams, I slep till 5.30pm. HOw nice right? When I woke up, I felt even tired for quite some time and brought myself to blog. NOw, I feel much better anyway.

Dreams make me feel worse as it is self-illusional and it is what I want now but cannot be achieved. This is usually the case. Can I not dream of it? It's so scary when I want to continue being in the virtual world and not the real one. I wan reality!

Anyway, dreams are the opposite of reality right? What I dreamt of just now will never happen as it is. It's a positive?? one luckily not academically wise though.
Oh well, I have to let it be. I also don't like him as in have feelings for him but he just appeared in my dreams and so coincidentql, a person from friendster with his name added me which shocked me just now. It's not him. DIS-illusion? It simply meant that I shouldn't put my hopes too high and just concentrate on my STUDIES!

=)

Done Stats homework!

Before that, I took almost an hour of powerful nap. Haha. Tomorrow will be a long day with two lectures-POm and econs and one tutorial-stats.

I shall be good tomorrow, hopefully.

In a way, I feel that Mr Bernard Syn-YJ teaches better economics than my current tutor. I feel that if he teaches me again, I'll get it right and better. No negative comments on my current tutor :X . I guess we can't rely too much on teachers either. We've to learn ourselves also to understand better.

Oh, what crap am I talking?

2 ICAs next week. Dead? No, not yet. I'll fight this battle like a Swan. HAHA.

One bar of Kiner Bueno, one fishball, two small tiny pigeon eggs and a mouthful of yong tau fu soup down my throat. These were what I ate for dinner.

What can I say for AFA? It’s not really that bad though. I somehow got that Gut feeling that cash balance would come out. I asked Alvin in the morning, he does not really know. I did not have the answer though. Somehow or rather, it’s your gut feeling.

STRESS. I think I am. Concentrated? I think I am during KB lesson.

Sery said “ you must love you subject”. Yes, sery, I love my subject and it’s between us. Haha. – Met her this morning and hugggs, we had big big breakfast plus an additional doughnut from that famous doughnut factory? I think so. This has to be rectified by Sery herself cause I didn’t really notice the brand of the Box. Haha. Love sery, love 115’ 06. muaackx.

oooh, Ravin just signed in-it’s just a rqandom comment. I’m appearing offline though. Peace and tranquillity. Hear no evil speak no evil and see no evil.

oh, pig. I need to do my economics now. Really, PIG.

PIG is another random word. PIG.

Today’s just another random day.

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The first thing I did when i reached home is to put down my bag, grab a towel and my dress and proceeded to the toilet!! I simply can't stand the smell of BBQ on my hair. I simply don't like it. It's like yucks.
went to this so-called designer's house at Farrer Park for bbq. opposite his "bungalow" house are shophouses where one can see transexual and prostitutes hanging outside waiting for men. ok~ those prostitues are worst off than those at Changi village. they have no figure but who cares right? It's sex cum pleasure to customers and money for the chicks.turn off.
alrightx, we got to know afew group leaders from thursday group and ppl like Norman and Jin Long aka Long ge. The group leaders from thurs grp are actrually younger than we leaders on Monday grp. One girl there is bitchy whom Geeta and I find her simply annoying. Nothing much.
Today is Sunday, I've not even completed my project. What about PK? He hasn't even sent me his work. I simply won't want to do all the job seriously. The marks ain't credited to me only, anyhow.
Anyway, the two guys whom we know as thurs grp leader are Marcus and boon chong. Again, Marcus but not the Marcus Tan-coach. It's nth special anymore.
somehow, i hate taking pictures coz i feel and i am ugly on pictures.
2 more years i hope.
a very good morning.

Perhaps by any chance,will my decision(s) affect others?? haha~ first time in my life...actually not really la...that i said earlier on that i don't want to chil out with our coaches because of some reasons and now, since the coaches sincerely wants us to go, I offered to go...so vincent, shirly and geeta has decided to go!! haha...derek is also going-called by vincent..i guess he's alittle lonely without derek...lol...
yes, does all the "derrick" has the same attitude?? no~ the derrick i know in YJ is somehow different...he's sarcastic in his tone but no offence...lol...lovely christmas baby...hahaha...without some ppl's existence really make ur life boring...no more the used sacarsm, no more scandals, no more friend-friend love...no more jokes...not much spirit...no enthusiasm...115'06 really the cream of the crop...i really miss it...i miss everything!! it wun happen again...even if it does-others, it's not the same anymore...
i shall continue with my project...I'm still in sch...

When the sky threatened to rain, i heard the cat downstairs meowing like a baby's cries. The clock is ticking, signalling to me that time is still moving every minute every second. We seriously can't stop TIME although we can physically but we can' stop the world from revolving around it's axis.

anyway, those above are just jumbled up thoughts...Seriously, who hasn't gave a thought about them right?

I was really surprised to have actually received a call from Derrick-YJ telling me that he's or rather he should be on a plane now- on his way to Cambodia to do a 10-day CIP trip to building roads. Aunt Lynda is also going as I didn't believe rick intially...Thinking that he caled me because of the school's choir concert...Anyway, really shocked but also glad that he remembered his DOG...haha...His call prompted me to visit his blog which has not been updated since 22nd JAN-why? i guess because time has stop revolving around the axis to him already...lol...however, since the posts are still there, i took a peek at the photos we took at escape theme park and lantern festival...Although thy're kinda ugly but they are also memorable..i can't seem to forget those memorable times with them all...~slackers~no more i guess...hopefully rigt?? he told me that he also achieved some gold awards for mathematics competition and it's like a major improvement in his math!! haha...This actually shows that people do change for the better...when the time is ripe...

why does my words seems so logical today? is it because that it is raining outside while i'm raining inside myself? hahahaha...no~ i'm not crying...

well, i've gotta miss derrick for a long time and my fellow ex-classmates who are actually busy preparing for their block tests and some A levels...If Sery happens to read my blog, she's in for a treat because i'm thinking of her huggs...lol... =D

one last thing, I told myself not to initiate a sms to a particular guy...somehow, i broke my own record and he was the one who smsed me...though it's not only me who he smsed but it'ld nv be me who'll start a conversation with him through sms... I'll never let a guy go loose in his mind to think that a girl would go head over heels for him...I believe in Karma too...lol...gd night!

~just try~~~~~ and have a little patience~
that's a part of a lyric...blearh~ dun feel like doing int n web project but i have to force myself to do...hai...heard fro shalu that my dear PK was looking for me but i guess know who the missed call came from already...lol...for project, nth else...lol...
yawnx~ tml only two lessons which are considered boring....K.O me...

weeee!! just completed stats...but i just simply got too many uncertainties that is needed to be clarified...lol...

jogging is seriously damn awesome..as in after jogging, somehow, i feel refreshed and perhaps it's also due to the nap that i took in the mid-afternoon...lol...yes!! must lose those excess fats in me so that i can join KB competition-the category onli has 48 kg and below and it's hard to achieve for me hahaha..it's easier said that done...haha...to do something needs skills and effort=D hmmm...

first time i'd a dinner with my cca friends and even coaches together today at mac...they're really the reason why i stayed for KB with respect to the same sentiments to wanting-NTU year 2 stud,previously a nyp grad...what can i say?? i've spoken what i wanted already!! hahaha...it's wanting's second home...hmmm...for me? i'm not sure...I just love KB...lol...i wan to have the feel of sparring in future...lol... oh, and btw, i dunno how our coach MARCUS TAN knows my name...is he an immortal??lol...wow~ extraordinary...

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ok, if u view post source now, it's like i'm doing paragraphing and kine breaking now...lol..i learnt this today!! haha...

anyway, i gotta go finish the last or second last question of economics tut b/4 gg to bed =D

latest happenings first...

went to ngee ann city with a bunch of all my kickboxing groupmates ie, shirly, serene, shu en, geeta, pipop, derek and vincent...lol...didn't know our group will be so enthu about KB and wanting to give moral support to our fellow coaches and kickboxers from nyp!! haha...the sparrers are namely(from top rank to middle, no lower): Jason, Marcus, spencer, chris, dillon and "long ge"...lets talked about them one by one...

JAson- He's our coach; we definitely have faith in him but we didn't expect his puches to be so light to the opponent who hurt "long ge"... that bastard competitor won long ge by hurting his knee which is not a fair win anyway...got tekan by jason the next round which not only I feel that his puch were too loight and we believed that he could puch harder...he has not use his strength to the max..wtf!! i mean it's an easy let-off to that indian guy with tattoos on his thighs and shins...wtf!! i was telling geeta :" if i were coach, i wld punch him with almighty and make sure he fall to the ground..."yah~ when the matched ended and when the bastard came walking past us with his coach, geeta and i were sticking our tongues out...that was nuaghty of us but we enjoyed it!!anyway, coach jason's placed right at the top of my pyramid

Marcus- our assistant coach perhaps...his moves were swift and agile...standing tall and muscular gave him the opportunity to slam his oppenent to the ground which was so handsomely, awesomely done...love him to be my coach but dun love him as in the BGR love, so get it right ...lol...or i should make my words clear, i admire him...lol...i DUn have feelings for such a guy who likes to play around with his words anyway...he tells too many lies like I'm a kiddo...I just admire him for being my coach!!- he's placed second on top of my pyramid

Spencer- I dun really know who he is, is just like marcus, agile and quick in his moves...however, he's moves are uncomparable to marcus's of cuz! haha... he also won the match b/n his opponent...lol.that's incredible!! he's placed forth from the top of my pyramid

dillon- coming to him, he lost the match...he can't be blamed as he has injuries to his right arm which is like "decorated"-actually plustered with bandages which(injuries) led him to a losing end...quite sad...I believe that he could have won the match easily too with his coaching techniques and agility too...just a pity for him... he's placed second last at my pyramid

last but not least, it's long ge... i dunno who is this person but he's also one of our fellow coaches who was injured by that known bastard to us all...he lost the match because of an injured knee caused by that S.O.B ...he's placed the last in my pyramid

not forgetting that it's shi fu's hardwork that paid off in coaching and grooming his own students...lol...he's really a tamade good coach...

i find myself very vulgar todayoh fuck!

maybe it's today...

i didn't manage to study in school today-i mean i didn't do my project today as the mood wasn't there for us there ie, siti, shalini and i...jojo came in the afternoon follwed by serene when jojo left...lol...

went to LUCKY plaza to play pool with the guys there... i dind't play but look at them play like pros esp vincent and derek...pipop played reasonably well and shu en played well for a beginner...lol...

saw regina in the train with her friend when we boarded the train at orchard...nd we chatted for awhile beofre i retire to my friends...lol...

anyway, it's a f***ing good experience to see a sparring taking place...

I've thought and wrote my personal experiences for effective communication already!! yippe!! the topic just came onto my mind and it's like deja-vu.i dunno why but i've thought of this before, SOMEWHERE.. so deja-vu...hopefully, it's an interesting topic coz it's a real experience and i don't think it'l bore my fellow classmates...lol...now i can laugh...on that day?? hahahha...ok~

so one down, and i've to worry for other things...so many things to be acomplished and it's always undone...many things are waiting for me to "do them"...it goes to the same for everyone but it's whether they realised it or not...lol...yupxx...many many things...I'm lazy sometimes... :P

i drank 4 botles of original(yellow capped) vitagen today!! i just love drinking vitagen...but i think i'll have diarrhea either tonight or tmr...hehex...it's just so nice...other flavours i don't like...left one bottle in the fridge...ORIGINAL is the BEST-referring to everything!! haha...

Got to know more kcick-boxing enthusiast...they are shirly,yati, kuma-mixed indian taiwan, sad-his name is not his full one and he's a hyper indian young chap and yong shen-if i didn't get his name wrong...lol...we all live in YISHUN...sad thing is that i'll alight at khatib while they'll alight at Yishun...only me and myself...

anyway, the people who really joined KB really decreased quite a number and that's like ok~ we all know it coz we learn from past experience right?we ourselves are also guilty of this kinda doings,aren't we? I also won't want to join a club which i've no interest in so I don't force people to join with me thinking that since i like it they'l also share the same mentality...ok~

my shoulders are aching^_^

i received a sms from my classmate, william that i'm in his econs grp and asking me if we should do the tutorials...actually, i think it's up to you to do the tutorials...it's simply ur own assignments...lol...my statement means that we should do our tutorials no matter what qns we're presenting la dey...

anyway, time to blog off already and it's time to do econs!!! omg~

i think i'm gonna slp late to9 =<

I've done my work at last but am still waiting for PK to send me his tomorrow...how sad...it's tiring too...arghhh...

many many hwk to do also haven't do...really a basket of fruits..

Had a can of nescafe mocha and a mango for my dinner?? yah~ well, i had a good lunch dates with julia, siti and shalini at pizza hut...haha...they're one whole lots of funny ppl with different characteristics...lol...julia's always thinking about her condo guy, shalini always wants to eat good stuff-like pizzas at pizza hut and siti always makes us laugh with her sexy and irrestible laughter- i can't control myself but to laugh with her...not excluding serene who is addicted to sms-she must take some anti-addiction pills for sms...lol...

well, that's all folks... :D

i'm gonna be emo again...so if u dun like reading emo post, don't bother to look further down...

some guys give you the impression that they're available which are in actual fact, they're not...how sad right?

somehow, i felt cheated...no one cheated me...i cheated myself; i have myself to blame...

well, i wun fight a losing battle although the battle has not ended and that the winner has not be identified...but i'll never ever fight a losing battle... that's me...

somehow, it affected my mood to study and go out...

since i brought it up upon myself, i shall setle this problem efficiently and effectively...i shall erase all fanciful thoughts about being with them...i shall concentrate on accountings!!!

FIGHTING!!!

GUYS, you make me sick and tired of you!!!