Sunday, November 19, 2006
sad sad sad...chern hui n hanshen left for cambodia already...received chern's sms half an hour ago and luckily i woke up!! i smsed her like after work and she probably was too busy with her stuffs...my god...LUCKILyy i woke up after hearing the beep sound of my hand phone...it's just that that woke mi up to bid them farewell again...
tears just trickled silently down my cheeks onto my bed...now, my nose is running...
her msg "hey, i leaving le...Work hard dun skiveOk...Will give u a call when back, most prob is 2nd dec ... take care of jo too... i lazy to send another sms... tell her i'll miss her too!"-smsed at 3.26am and i forwarded this to jo...i guessed she's slping at this time already but yah...will she feel sad like me too?? it's like i have one less shoulder tor rely on to chat to go out with to crap with and to share mmts of happiness and joy...how am i supposed to slp back??
i dunno why...i seriously dunno why...but i know why i woke up: it's because she is someone special to me that even i can wake up after a beep sound...my god...it's not les just that she's a speacial friend to me...and yah...i hope she'll REMEMBER to call me when she touches down back in s'pore...*sighx*
how?? it's two weeks...two weeks w/o her...two weeks cant go out...will jo even come out??
i''m skeptical...even worse, will i even want to come out??no one to talk to anymore...no one to call mi on the phone for the two weeks...hopefully, there's siewting...
i'm starting to tear again...
friends: what are friends for?
my ans: to spend every mmt together sharing tears and joys...
Sunday, November 19, 2006