while i'm dl-ing my smile pasta, i've decide to BLOG!! haha... actually not supposed to laugh but anyway, today i had my economics and chemistry promos today...i think i screwed them up but i fred not, there's always doors open for me...actually i think if sth did not happen just now, i wld not have screwed up my sec part of econs paper...it was damn gals thing and i felt the trickle or rather GUSH...god~i wasn't able to concentrate well...so i'd to adjust myself...lol...bad~first thing in the morning...i see a trend in it...haha...

shouldn't laugh... i just came back from kiddo's hse and i'm happy cum relieved that i no longer need to continue teaching after one more lesson...get my pay and celebrate!! haha... the kids exam is ending so there isn't a need for mi to continue... hmmm...but another thing is that st wanted to work!!! haha... i dunno why but i'm willing to acc her work if she wants...so maybe i'll work after promos as part time until her sch re-opens and probably mine???lol...i can't hope for the better~ but i can hope for new doors and easier access to them...lol...why not i marry a rich man and that's it? haha...if this can come true how easy life will be right??lol...but i'm so skeptical...