Tuesday, December 06, 2005
hai...today must go work again...anyway, i'm kinda waiting for my pay...and it'll be the first pay in my life dat i've worked for...in any case...what should i get myself and for those ard mi?what's the date today???haha...anyway, waiting for my bdae to come also...although i'm not so excited...and i dun think i wan a celebration lor...unless my mum bring mi go eat...ar...i'm in the midst of losing weight too...to buy levi jeans and whatever la...maybe i should first get a new handphone?but but but...will i be wasting my hard earned money???kaox...get cheap stuffs??or i should ask my mum get me a new handphone for my bdae...either a handphone or a levi jeans...lol...whatever...get cheap clothes too???at bugis???hmmm...adding on...i dun think i love him as i had loved lionel before...dunno why too...so i asked him not to be so serious but u replied mi that he's kinda serious...wth?!whatever...suit him...it's his problem...he'll be the one getting hurt not mi...i'll just rejoice that i'm single again?i just dun wish to be in a relationship right now...make mi a bad "guy " i also dun mind...because having a bf is like i must abstain from some things...lol...i dun like that lor k...it isn't a good age for mi to be in a relationship also right?i have not found the right fguy for myself although i know he is one...but i dun like the way he is treating me...he treats mi nicely but i dun like it...i feel so awkward kk...what era is it now??gosh...now he tells mi that he'll try...up to him..but what i know that is that i'm sure that i'll break up with him in no time...a bad woman?i feel that i should la...why give him so much hope when there's no hope?he and i have different thinkings...like eating too much n exercising...one thing that i really dun like is FAT...that's what i mean kk...i'm kinda gonna avoid him...i hope that someday...yeah...i'll be able to love a person again...alothugh i hold no hatred in a person...love in da sense of getting into a relationship la...
Tuesday, December 06, 2005