this morning or rather when i was asleep i dreamt while Mr Low was addressing us in the hall, we heard a crash on the building...in my heart i thought a plane crashed into our building...it was true...it crashed and crashed again onto the block where the staff roon was and at the library...I screamt in hysterical...omg~and nothing came upon my mind...what i knew was to run...i ran...some others too...ran towards somewhere to hide...Running down the stairs, I found a place to stay safe for the time;the teachers toilet and the ground level behind the tuckshop...oh my god~it was insane for me to dream such thing...what does it predict?dreams are premonition...however...I can't remember who was the guy who said that it was his fault for offending someone who has come for revenge and he was sure that the attacks were against him...anyway...after that ghastly incident i ran out of the toilet and went out of school...Hugging one guy somemore...wth?! while going out of the school gates i saw this guy...wee bing...wth?why had he enter my dream anyway?he saw mi and told mi he waned to see his teacher...he didn't know about the incident and i was too shocked for words...but i managed to tell him not to go in...Still, he went in...anyway...i didn't know what happened after that...i only knew that the guy whom i hug is always changing...my goodness heaven...god bless me...but i told myself that it wasn't real...it wasn't real...i mean i told myself while in my dreams...it was totally impossible for me to do that...impossible for me to quickly fall in love and to take it that hugging mi meant that the guy liked me and we'll be gf n bf just like this!it would not happen...will not happen again, ok?

Why?why do i have such traumatising dream?is it predicting something which is gonna happen???my dream must be changed...usually i'm dreaming a world of fantasies but not a world of horror...but it may not be bad anyway for i can change my dream....nono...is change to how i react on my dream...perhaps it's really how i gonna see things and act on circumstances...

but let me tell myself that i'm no longer what i used to be...