If i reply that fellow, I'll be crude to him(how crude can I be)what should i say?"f u"...today, he sent me 2 smses asking the same question..."Oi..So how..hav u decided on e place 2 go n when?lolx.."I find it so difficult to type manx...lol...It took me quite long to have it type out...I'm kinda not use to the words and now i seldom use short form...most of the time...That time he said he wanted to teach me A maths but he keeps asking me.I thought i should be the one asking to meet him, but why is the one??what does this shows?he's hard-up to SEE me?I don't see anyhting nice in me...I can be crude...I can't be pretty...I can't be cute...I can't be thin...yeah~I'm not even smart...perhaps he hasn't see the true self of me...Perhaps he sees me as a kind of "cheap" lady...phui!I only know that he's desperate to be loved...but still i don't cherish guys as i did last time...Perhaps I don't fancy him...I see him disgusting although his not...What on earth is my TYPE of guy then?Am i very choosy?I think for me, I'll want to make the move...lol...or perhaps, telepathy...lol...i'm all crapping...whatever...When i like it then I'll auto-reply...you never know how black-hearted I am now...
I was taling to my classmate Paul...he'd appendis lzast week and didn't attend school since then...However, he's back today for english oral...yeah~now chatting with him online and now he's gone to bathe...and asked me "dun go yet hor" and i replied playfully that"hahahx...okie.." and "i'll not leave you...lol..."okie...this is to be joked...Actually, i'm suppose to do my Literature although tomorrow has no lit...I'll perhaps do it after i blog when I'm still online...that's multi-tasking manx...I don't think I'd be able to sleep peacefully for I'll be thinking about my results and probably praying and shedding tears...really...Hope i can get at least B3...
Tomorrow is the release of my Chi O level's result...I'm kinda freak out...Anyhow, if i get a B3, i'm contented...I pray hard manx...I kinda feel sick...this morning i felt that my throat was itchy and i tried to force out my salive...it's a thick greenish mucus...eeew~did i make it disgusting...actually i didn't know if it's greenish but i thought i saw reddish-brown...it might be due to the peanuts that i ate yesterday might...i realise that if i consume any peanut related stuffs, it's either my face grows a pimple the next day or i get sick...Moreover, my brother's sleeping with me in the same room and wirus might spread and I'm contaminated...He's sick too...oh gosh~my throat is feeling darn it itchy...feel like scratching it but i can't...I go take a gulp of water...