Thursday, July 14, 2005
Today I'm back reasonably early...table-tennis was cancelled for this wed's grp and the next...anyway, today is my stepping down day and i'm kinda relieved/however, at the same time i feel just so sad...I'm leaving my groups of pals esp my mama(jia ying) and ah ma(zhiying)...are they gonna miss me too?hope so...I really had great fun with my table-tennis friends...Just to say that i don't really want to part with them...perchance, I would ask them out...after o lvl though...
Why is my blog title above so complicated?those around me in my class would know...haha...don't know i should be happy, relieved or that i should cry?It's really damn it pathetic...We got back our a maths test(chapters 1-12) results back and my marks actually match with my current register number '28'...wth...I passed but why this marks?i should reflect it right?one-third of the my class's a math students passed...so I'm lucky too...relieved but at the same time feel like crying as i lose STUPID[Super Talented Unique People In Demand]marks because I'm blur...nope...it's carelessness...when will i stop these stupid carelessness of mine?I know no one is perfect...but i aim for perfection in those that can be perfected...chimlogy?nope...[just that stupid people don't understand]haha...really, i suppsoe i must really pull up my socks and buck up!however, I really appreciate some peepx for giving me guidance in a maths although i still made some awful mistakes in calculations...esp FUNCTIONS...I hope i won't make such a silly mistake ever and ever again...if i do so, i ought to be shot dead...lol...i'm exaggerating...
yeah...not blogging so long today as i think i've to run against time...I've to plan ahead...my future lies in my hand indeed...that's definitely true...bye...
Thursday, July 14, 2005